public speaking traumatism

i have fear to talk infront of people. kalau boleh pengsan nk pengsan jugak masa tu.. hmm..jeles dengan orang yg mampu bercakap dengan lancar dan tak nervous langsung..
it just maybe i am lack in self confidence.or maybe because i always think what people think about me seriously. and i don t like to be judged sometimes.

 tak tau nak buat apa dan kadang2 rasa nak join banyak2 kem yg boleh build self confidence.
aku mula berfikir ...macam mana nk jadi engineer kalau mcm ni..
tak de softskill maknanya pergi jalan lah...
maybe i just worried to much..but still i cant escape from thinking about that...
how how and how?

p/s:oh .this is just some sesi meluahkan perasaan. sebab kena buat public speaking minggu depan... arrrrrgh.


toodles.

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